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Christian Aguilar

by Christian Aguilar

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1.
With a five cent gallon And a two cent guitar I'm drowning out the alley And singing from afar I would never join your war You talk of all the times And brag about your fate But just beneath your smile You got nothing on your plate You'll go hungry without a hotdog store Blown by the wind Creeping behind your back I see a mirror in your headlights No shadow would follow that Without trouble you can find me at my door If your road is rolling backwards You may begin to shout I've lost chances in love I hope my luck is un-running out Who knows? Maybe I'll find you for once more
2.
There's nothing like Cold hearts in winter Don't be afraid Of the chill in the sky I've never met The breath of a princess Or held the arm of Radiant disguise It's not what you want Or what you can hide It's just all the thoughts And the love in your eyes If I had my window I'd look out at yours Your silver knives Cut out man's eyelids They know what comes They never turn away The future's wrong It knows not heartache And yet you linger For tomorrow today It's not what you want Or what you can hide It's just all the thoughts And the love in your eyes If I had my window I'd look out to yours The door you opened You soon regretted Those poor yellow eyes Never looked quite the same Jewels and fingers Behind the curtain Certain as death So surely behind It's not what you want Or what you can hide It's just all the thoughts And the love in your eyes If I had my window I'd look out for yours An empty ballroom Without a witness He looks to dance If only with someone The bells of fortune And jealous nuns I leave the rest So it'll all remain It's not what you want Or what you can hide It's just all the thoughts And the love in your eyes If I had my window I'd look out of yours Bowls of embers Held up by pillows T.V. physicians Point their noses at guns I look to leave you Rest while I'm roaming Listen when lost To the old man's song It's not what you want Or what you can hide It's just all the thoughts And the love in your eyes If I had my window I'd look out from yours
3.
I'd like to show you The words I cannot tell For crystal mountains flow Like the shadows in the air My confusion is told I wish you'd understand That I have creatures in my mind I have my friends at last I planted a seed In the soil of your head We both know that it grows For your heart is feeding it It takes a train to leave And this I can agree But what's it take to come When you grab ahold of me The fountain of truth And wisdom of despair Listen to the old Who have nothing to share Your pa he is a rat And your mamma a flower Watch out for the teeth That the gentlemen will swallow Mesmerating fate And trembling fables I wish only you could taste This heavenly poison Only you can taste This heavenly poison Poison Poison Poison Poison
4.
I think back to the days of ours I think back to yours If I'd known before you'd gone I would never let you show Melted hearts and windswept nights The clouds in your eyes I'd like to save this day in time So I could hold it as if it's mine My dream lover, I say goodbye And lay you down to rest My own true love woke me tonight And stayed through the morning light If I could thank you once or twice For what you'd done for me My lonely dreams and memories Oh, smile on for your company So farewell to the dreaming child Farewell to my darkened ghost It's been a while but I'm due to leave In hopes of the one to hold So farewell to the dreaming child Farewell to my darkened ghost It's been a while so I'm due to leave To find the season I must go
5.
I went down to the countryside You stayed in the city light I was sleeping through the night You awoke in the evening time I, I'll never cry Where my friend did you go Who'd you leave your broken rose On the night you never showed Why'd you leave me in the snow Oh, I'll never know We have lost the day When streets and fields learn to sway To follow time to make a change Where on earth did you stray Hey, you never stayed I went down to the countryside You stayed in the city light I was sleeping through the night You awoke in the evening time I, I'll maybe cry
6.
If I was born in the morning And you could hold the day up high I would never let you go again I would never let you go If I could taste what I'm longing And you were there by my side I would never see you go again I would never see you go If we were standing in the dawning And you did ask me just the same I would forever get you home again If I had ever given you home If we had lasted until the evening And you had changed the day you'd gone I would forever ask you home again If knew how to ask you home If I had again If I had again
7.
Leaving Home 05:45
It's cool and it's sunny and there's wind in my face It's not easy leaving but it's harder to stay I know this place well but I'm leaving today Just like the dust there's a breeze I must chase Not first not last neither worst nor best But if I stand out it's from what you left Within your waters the sand I will sift And ease in the words as I lay them to rest The winter it came but soon it will end I'll still be gone from my very best friends I'll follow advice from the words you sent Move on but remember the feelings of then I want to go where the cold winds blow Dew turns to frost then sleet and snow I want to know what I've never been shown Tomorrow morning I'll be setting to go
8.
In the past years of plenty I'd held a dollar more And in those other days I was someone before I don't really mind Standing where I are For the leaves keep a blowing And the wind knows where I'm going Tomorrow is arriving The dawn's forevermore With lightning in the distance The echoes start to roll Fire lead the evening A sort of accident And if you weren't leaving I'd tell you how I felt Nobody knows The blooming of a man For the bricks in the garden Won't even take a stand I'm with you if you know it In the dancing of the grass Captured like an image Your memory to last I have no need to fear For the wind left me here I couldn't even worry A moment or more For the wind is knowing Everywhere I go
9.
Do listen to the words I tell It's the least you can for me I've lent my ear to a thousand men And women as they please But now I wish it for my own To have a voice be heard My heart it will now be hurled As my thoughts begin to leave If the lord above or fire below Came knocking to your porch Pounding on the old front door And asking for little much A breath of air stale and cold You're now his only friend Look out for his stealing eyes Or you'll end up just like him The drinks upon the table flew And crashed down in his seat A sad young man smiling He could fool you with his grin Twelve long years and a dozen more Held underneath his belt But that's about all he had At the bottom of his cup Now picture this if you can Try your very best Imagine your favorite silver screen And think of it with this A tale of many a tale of few Lost of harmony But can you find another smile As your eyes begin to weep In the woods and in the desert Life begins to howl But even in the growling Peace and love are found Many moons together And hopes of many more Through winter and the summer Their home was where they were The coyote he calls for her His darling little one But she got held up by a man Who carried a dark shotgun He stood between the lover's eyes I couldn't imagine worse But when he pulled the trigger No paws or feet there stood These words I told are not my fault I'm not the one to blame If you did listen to them straight You won't hold them to my name If sorrow catches your goodbye And hesitation grows Maybe you shouldn't leave But maybe you should go
10.
Ellipses... 03:30
Running through the airport With laughter in our ears The ticket check from Black River And the way I'd love to see her And the way I'd love to see her A chance to play for many While only just a few Under pink light of darkness And melancholy blue And melancholy blue You upon the gift room Like food between two teeth Dragging feet with smiles As we found ourselves to be As we found ourselves to be A race into the highlands To watch a crowd in heat I will think of more tomorrows While they flood my morning dreams While they flood my morning dreams And with them Ellipses And with them Ellipses
11.
I won't sing alone I carried myself along this road

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released January 22, 2021

Backup vocals on "I Won't Sing Alone" - Julia Kugel

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Christian Aguilar Costa Mesa, California

Christian Aguilar began writing poetry from an early age and decided to combine his passion for poetry and music to construct a vision he’s always imagined. Christian emphasizes the importance of lyrics to paint the full picture and relate with the listener. He invites you to see his world of love, loss, joy, pain, humor and simple observation from his point of view. ... more

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